“Don’t do that!” “Just do it!” No! Yes!Do it! Don’t!

What do you think when you hear someone arguing all by his/her self?

You probably think that he’s/she’s crazy and you laugh. I think it’s ridiculous so I laugh and then I start to get serious because I realize that it’s not really a ridiculous thing to do. At first it seems unnoticeable because all that I can think about is how insanity can affect someone’s life. But when I try to dig deeper I realize that it’s not really the insanity that is affecting someone’s life.

It is actually the battle inside the mind.

It’s funny because when I think about battle I think about swords, armors, armies, two different kingdoms fighting,tanks,firearms and it’s bloody. I never thought of having a battle inside someone’s mind not until my mind has become a battlefield where logic and emotions are fighting for one important thing – VICTORY. It’s not bloody, thank GOD, but it’s a little bit damaging. I don’t see any part of my body that is separated but I know that something inside me is badly wounded.

It’s not easy when you experience that kind of battle in you. It’s much better than to be in a typical battle but do you know what’s the good thing about having a battle in the actual battlefield?

- The good thing about it is that you know who’s going to win – the last man standing.

But the battle inside your mind is so tricky. You are not sure which of the two – logic and emotions- will raise the white flag and accept defeat.

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